I have not a single complaint right now. God is so great and wonderful. I am currently listening to Kim Walker, jumping around my room and I wouldn’t want to be doing anything else.
I love You so much. It’s not enough.
So my brother just broke the door down to my sister’s room because she wouldn’t let anyone in nor come out. Now they are screaming at each other. I don’t even know what is going on. Merry Christmas…..
I really wish that this guy would give me something to yell at him for. He makes me so mad but I truly don’t know why. I think it’s because I like him so much… ahhhhhh.
Stupid Emily…
I am so pissed off right now. I just want to scream and curse at my sister. She can be so selfish sometimes and I can’t stand it. And when I say anything about it she acts like she is a freaking angel and I am some crazy heathen. UUUUPPPP HEEERRRSSS.
I am sorry Lord for acting this way. Forgive me.
Today I contemplated not eating anymore. To just stop. My weight is just a burden on me and I feel ungrateful to God for wanting to change how He has made me, but I don’t think this is what He intended my body to look like. I want to glorify Him through my health and I am definitely not going that now. Eating nothing wouldn’t be healthy either. ucvb dkfhbcsd I will get through this.
2 The LORD is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation.
He is my God, and I will praise him,
my father’s God, and I will exalt him.
Look at this. I am speechless, Lord.
So I have had a tumblr for a while now but on my other one I have some people following me that I truly don’t want seeing everything I post. (Pretty much family.) And I originally got this to be able to vent and it turned into a whole different thing and I don’t like that. So I am starting this one up. I will probably just rant on this one about everything. Or praise my wonderful Lord. I love Him so.
The thing that fired me up to start on this new blog was because my sister and I got into a fight and then the whole family got involved. There was cursing and all this other crap. I hate cursing. I asked them to stop which results in my sister screaming multiple curse words in my face and calling me a dirty name. Awesome. I just feel like there is a big misunderstanding in my family. I am living for God and I have changed myself in a big way due to that fact and I wish that they would respect it. It seems like it disappoints them that I don’t want to curse or listen to bad music or all the other things that I used to do even though they claim to be christians. It just really upsets me. And it’s not even just the cursing. The way they act is so disappointing. I wish that they would go to church to. I feel like I am judging them. :/
My sister is annoying.
